Who you think you are, spirituality, intellectualism. The sheer lie of it all. It's disgusting.

You wouldn't just look. Reality is right before your eyes. But you will have your comforts, eloquently placed to create your saviour of an idea.

Flaws and shortcomings of your belief jutting out, you fight a constant battle of rearranging, bolstering, and defending this idea you think will save you.

What you have are beliefs. You live in a world of ideas, which you spend your life perfecting. You accept what fits, discard what doesn't, with sheer disregard for any reality behind the belief. You don't look. You are but assembling some mental puzzle.

You do this even as you read this post. You even arrange your mental puzzle in a way that allows you to ignore that previous sentence. You are hell-bent to protect your saviour. You consider your idea reality. And you refuse to allow it to crumble.

You wont admit it. You refuse to even glance at the possibility. You'll have your saviour. You'll have your perfect little belief, and it will protect you from your demise. You will do anything you can, to protect you from the realization that YOU DO NOT KNOW WHAT YOU ARE.

That's all it comes down to. It's that one question that you so dearly want answered. You want to know who or what you are. But you cannot quite put your finger on it. You build your ideas, assemble, combine, and arrange components to bring the answer closer to WHAT YOU WANT IT TO BE.

But the answer is simple. The answer is to look.

And all it takes to look, is simple honesty.

Look at single possibility. Don't look for absolute fact behind it. Don't think about it. Don't try and make it another one of your ideas.

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Just a quick look. At one, single possiblity.

There is no you.

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There is an experience. Is it possible there is no experiencer?
There is thinking. Is it possible there is no thinker?
There is feeling. Is it possible there is no feeler?

Is it possible that all these things exist, but there's no "me" that is on the recieving end of it?

You feel like a "me". You have your entire life. And you always will.

But is it possible, that instead of
I feel like me

It's simply
Feel like me

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Just consider that possibility. Don't think about it. Look at reality, and see if it could be real.

Could it be real, that all these things exist, only there is not a you?

Read this post. There is something very important happening right now.
Join us. Help us. Please.

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Before we venture on to the nature of this lie, it's important to learn how to look at truth. Truth is one thing. It's no value system, it's not "good", and it's not romantic.

Truth is one cold, hard, son of a bitch. Truth is reality itself.

So, it's time to learn how to look. By trying to figure it out, you're already going about it the wrong way. And that's why you must read this.

There's something everyone experiences. And that's the futility of thought when measured up to direct experience. That's nothing profound, mind you. You experience this all the time.

Have you ever met someone, then when gone to tell someone about this person they ask, "What does she look like?". You feel a bit stuck...So you say "Well she has brown eyes". 

You told nothing to the person you're trying to tell. You cannot even draw a picture. Yet, you know EXACTLY what this person looks like.

This is no mere language barrier. You cannot even think of what this person looks like, whether you're using language to think or not. 

This is the same trap you're caught in when you're trying to to find any truth. You're playing a game of descriptions. Yet you feel pushed to describe it to yourself so that you may experience it.

But, you see, by then you're too late. You're not experience what you're trying to see, you're experiencing yourself trying to describe to yourself what it is you're trying to see so that you can see it.

What is this that you're experiencing?


Understand that question, as it's what truth pivots upon.


The truth here, and what you're experiencing, is "trying to describe to yourself what it is you're trying to see so that you can see it".


See how effortless it is to see that? You are directly observing this take place, and you are doing so passively. This takes place whether you're trying to see it, or not. 


The truth here is not what you're "trying to see", but what you're seeing. And what you're seeing is a chaotic mess. 


By your very intent to see truth, and everything you have done to try and achieve whatever it is you think needs achieving, you are only trying to shine light upon that chaos. 


When you are seeing someone with brown eyes, you are not doing so by trying to see them. Your are just looking.


Want to know what to do? It's simple. On the top of this blog, there's a button, "Ruthless Arena". Click on that. Make an account, and contact Ciaran, the owner of the forum. If you are serious, and want to uncover this lie, he will grant you posting rights. 


Speak with the people there. If you can find someone with a red name, they are the ones you want to talk to. They will help you expose this lie.